Ancora Imparo.

....I am still learning.

I am a uni student.
University. Not school? University?

Ohmyf*ck!
I'm a medical student! When the eff did I grow up???
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So, today was the second day of orientation. Much more interesting than the first, I must say. Fewer boring speeches, more important things in the speeches. Oooh and labcoatt fitting, that made me feel fat ):.

We also managed to take a tour of the campus. What a fantabulously beautiful one it is!
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In all honesty orientation is boring. reaalllyyy boring. We're given food though :D (wei zhi would be proud that im so happy over that). What I'm really excited about is next week; when I start the next chapter of my life. When I start learning new and wonderful things When I take the first step towards the career of my dreams.

Have to get through camp first though, so I'll update about that when I come home (:

Gotta pack now.

Forgotten Lullaby

For a lover, a father, a friend; for anyone who tells you they're too busy.
A song I wrote a while back and now re-recorded:



Read the description on youtube k.

Watch me make a total fool out of myself =.

So...
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I went high after the taylors awards ceremony, check it out XD


I love this song <3

Too bad I ruined it.
Leave a comment on my youtube page ok? ok? (:

My activities the past few days =.=

Ok....These pics (above and bottom) Were supposed to be the last two =.=. Fries n Coke for a 'snack', and Air Kelapa and Soya bean while waiting for main course! (Was too hungry so forgot to take pic of the food ==.=)

Breakkie! (: Hash Brown..

Sausage McMuffin (:

early morning oso wanna get fat adi.

Lunch! (: Mamak is best.

I think we drank this before the mamak. The order of my pics are messed up. mmm.... root beer (:


yeah im mucho fat now XD

Shades of gray..

Drawn on paint (: I hate it when it seems so right when you're drawing n it looks funny when you get up to look at the finished product =.=

She'll be coming round the mount'n when she comes...

Yeah. So.

These past few days my mother has been getting me to drive more. More experience, and all that jazz. I usually drive with her, never allowed to drive alone..

... until two days ago! (:

She trusted me enough to drive to one u and back! awesomenesss. Lets see... on the way I nearly hit a whilte Myvi ( before exiting a junction i looked left but not right....) Lets refresh my memory on a little song I learnt as KID :

In a childish tone:

Look right look left

before you cross the street

use your eyes

befre you use your feet

look right look left

before you cross the street

this will save you from accidents and pain!

Only lets think of it carwise. (:

Anyway i was okay after that. I stopped in time. Even drove myself back after! *beams with pride*

Then came yesterday.

I decided to meet kum at the curve for a round of pool or two. For those of you who don't know, I live really near the curve. REALLY near.

Anyway.

I drove there with my dad, got parking n all. Coming in, instead of getting a ticket, I used touch n go. As I rolled down the window to touch the card, i realised i couldn't 'go'. I couldnt reach the thingie! Too Far! Solution?

Step out of the car, touch, get back in. Not as smooth as 'touch n go', eh?

On the way back, I drove alone. My dad told me he'd walk back. awesome.

Instead of using the exit I was parked near, I decided to use the other one, cause I remembered my dad using the other one the last time we came.

So i drove towards the thingie im supposed to touch my card to.... moving towards the side...telling myself 'it wont be too far this time!...

until...

BANG.

I hit the pole thing before the thingie bob. Haih. My car has a little yellowish spot on the front right corner now ):

MOVING ON.

So I went out that way, foll0owing the way my dad did the last time... until i realised..

The last time we came out this way, he told me "oh.. this is the wrong one.."

GAH. There was a way back, of course, but id have to do an illegal u-turn that looked something like this:

Yeah. With my limited driving capabilities, that was so not on.

Luckily, I knew another way~! Sort of. So I went on the way i remembered..... Reading the road signs carefully. And I followed "mutiara Damansara" until I reached near one u. Okay, cool! I knew the way from here. All I need is to make a u-turn. Proudly I stopped for the traffic light and waited my turn..

I looked to the right...

Two lanes from me was the u-turn lane. I MISSED it! wtf! I got lost on my way home from the curve!

So nvm, I kept my cool (not) and drove towards ou.... Till I reached a signboard. No mutiara damansara to be found!

I had three choices of direction..

dumdumdum!!

Finally I chose right most, cause that seemed to be the direction of the parking for the new wing, which was where i always parked, which was also the direction we usually came form from home. okay!

So I managed to retrace the direction i normally used to GET to ou, till i reached the junction where we usually turned towards ou.. So I thoguht i could simply retrace my steps and turn right, BUT.... :

Cannot turn right. how? So i went left instead, and started panicking. how how how? THEN.... I saw a uturn. Yay! so i went..... thennnnnn.... it was time to turn right again... but traffic was only going one way, to my left! So i panicked again........

As I panicked.... I looked right, n missed a uturn. GREAT. Missed two uturns in a day!

Then I saw another one! Quicker than I ever have, I changed 2 or three lanes, made the u turn, n followed the road , eventually making my way back (:

Phew, that was long. :P

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone...

"...i'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run."-Love Story, Taylor Swift.

You know, when I was young, at some point, I believed that everything began with once upon a time and ended with happily ever after. A prince and a princess; smiling faces; love. True love; pure.

What happened to my delusion? That's right; delusion. I can't see a world of pixie dust and the magic of love. I can't see a world of sunshine where a man and a woman love each other for eternity; undying, everlasting.

Who did me wrong, you ask? Noone. It's all me. For where there is light, shadow follows. What's to stop the hungry claws of darkness from engulfing my light? What if i wanted John Smith instead of Prince Eric, though I am the daughter of Trident? What is happily ever after but a sentence for all eternity, never ending with no escape?

I am afraid. Afraid.

Forever is a long time. Saying the word makes me stutter.My breath is caught in my throat, my heart rate quickens, and i have the unsupressable urge to run. Run and never look back.

And so I did.

Not everyone wants a prince, and not all princes stay charming. The devil lurks in them too; their vengence surpasses that of a poisoned apple or eternal slumber. At least Sleeping Beauty could sleep. I would give anything to have taken a bite of the poisoned apple.

This brings me to the all important question. Is anyone worthy of being a prince at all? Behind the facade of charm and integrity lies a demon of revenge. A fraud hiding behind a well cafte mask.Suddenly running seemed like the best desicion ever made.

Will I keep running forever?

Though another prince is found, his debonair ways may not lead to happily ever after either. When you start running, its difficult to stop.

I may just be a broken puppet, forever tied to unbreaking strings.