Daylight..I must wait for the sun rise..

I must think of a new life..and I musn't give in..When the dawn comes, tonight will be a memory too...And a new day will begin..." -Memory, Cats.
Lets take it a day at a time. Tomorrow is another day.

Hopefully a better one.
Its just one of those days where nothing goes right. And its probably my fault.
Its always my fault isn't it.
I'm so tired. I can feel the exhaustion tugging at my breath; frustration pulsing through my veins. I feel like there's pressure on me from all sides, pushing me down, compressing my very bones...
I try to fight , but I fail. There's just no use. I am helpless.
What is this force pushing down on me? I feel the tears sting my eyes. I don't stop them. I don't know why they're there. I don't know why they won't leave me alone.
The force keeps pushing, the pressure keeps coming. I want it to stop. Stop! But it won't .Not for now. It stays when it wants to. There's no control. I wan't to sleep and to never awaken. I want to disappear. Vanish.
I can't keep going on like this. I have to find who's doing this to me.
And then I realise.
Its me. This pressure-- its me. I am my own fiend, my own villain.
I am the dark demons I wish to slay. And I decide. I will.
Tomorrow is another day. A day where the dark clouds will vanish and the sun will shine. A day I am able to breathe again. A day I am able to smile. A day I will not be accompanies by tears.
Tomorrow I am free.